Lesson Learned

This has been the state of my blackberry since about noon yesterday. I've seen this solution on a couple blackberry forums. I think I've made a little progress but the keyboard is still acting loopy and I can't enter my password to unlock the stupid thing.

This morning it dawned on me that this may be God's way of telling me I need to do less pushing back and accept change as a gift. At the end of Dec I had to stop expensing and using my personal blackberry for work and get a work blackberry since my company owns a wireless commuincation company. From a business perspective I understood the decision, from a personal/employee perspective it really irritated me. I now had to carry around two phones and it essentially equated to a pay decrease because expensing my phone was a benefit/perk when I came to the company. Now I pay for it.

But guess who's super happy she has a work blackberry right about now. I was telling Lolly about my relevation this morning and she said don't you wish you could tell God "I got it, I learned the lesson, can you please make my blackberry work again now". I know he heard us but this pushback/change thing is an ongoing issue with me...